bobthefraggle

bobthefraggle @ 2006-07-10T09:48:00

2006-07-10T16:49:33Z

Okay, so I totally forgot to upload the cool user pic of my pinball machine- can you tell I never juse LJ?

YAYYAYAYAYAYAY For happiness, even if it may just be fleeting!!!

2006-07-10T15:55:33Z

Okay, so I'm a huge dork- and the best thing that's happened to me in the last few weeks (other than being way more creative) is that my pinball machine finally, FINALLY FINALLY got fixed- WOOOOOOT!!!!!!! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ecstatic it's not even funny..... It's just one of those things that has been wearing me down cause it was something that was completely beyond my grasp to fix, and it just sat there and sat there and sat there. I've had several people look at it and they all just gave up. I've had several people promise me to get their father or friend to look at it... but that never happened. I mean it's been over a year since i've had a non working pinball machine.... And now i have a working pinball machine!!!! WOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Excited...

This is exactly what I needed, I needed that high of just being happy over something stupid, simple, and mundane- but just having that unabashed joy pulsing through me is exactly what I needed =0)

Anyone want to come over and challenge me to a game of pinball??? (The scoring still sucks, but that is a project for another day- it works now!!!!)

WOW...

2006-06-21T17:47:24Z

Okay, so I don't even want to think how long it's been since I actually posted in this thing... life has been very interesting the past year and will hopefully go into detail more soon, but for now, just wanted to share this awesome site with you: http://www.sexpacking.com/home.php The site uses HARD CORE porn to sell clothes.... very very interesting, and needless to say- NOT work appropriate, but they have male/male, male/female, and female/female to cover all the basis- and the "catelougues" are downloadable and actually pretty decent porn.... Just thought I'd share =0)

Hmmm

2005-10-21T09:55:47Z

You are the Universe card, sometimes called the
World card. The Universe is the complete,
perfect whole. The spiritual path has come to
an end and enlightenment is reached. Events
have reached completion. The different facets
of your life are well-integrated and
harmoniously balanced. This is an ideal state
in which to rest and feel the true state of
your vibrant physical being. Your creative
potential is maximized and you have achieved
goals that you have set for yourself in the
past. After enjoying the pleasure of this
state, a new cycle can begin with new
challenges and triumphs that will keep you
feeling alive and keep building on the
foundations you have planted thus far. Image
from The Stone Tarot deck.
http://hometown.aol.com/newtarotdeck/

Which Tarot Card Are You?
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Newt, this one's for you!!!

2005-08-17T11:44:09Z

Mood eyes-Eyes of every color and pattern,
intertwining and spinning into one masterpiece.
You are undefined and constantly changing.Your
eye color can change according to the weather,
your mood, or what your wearing. A grey and
subtle backround-Like an ocean .With rivers of
green-yellow slicing through it and a hazel
star in the center. To complete the work is a
calming blue glaze over-top it all.The finished
product- One hell of a soul.

If eyes where a gateway to your soul, what color eyes would you have?
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OOoooo pretty!!

2005-08-17T11:14:49Z

WOW! What a suprise! You're "Mr. Butch
Masculine Queer." You'd pretty much be
straight if you didn't like boys. Sometimes you
try to hard to look/act/be
"masculine" And sometimes it's
natural. You are every fairy bottom's dream man

What kind of queer are you?
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Okay, I guess I am bored as well.... Stole this from jijikit

2005-08-17T07:58:31Z

A looooong lemming nicked from Moonsinger...

Bold the things that are true...
~*~

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch much TV these days.

I love olives.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.- totally doesn't work on me, salvia is MUCH better, and legal ;)

I've watched porn movies.

I have been in a threesome. -soooo almost close, so it diserves itallics =0)

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. ~of sorts

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart. -itallics again, really intelligent, yet just got kicked out of school- go figure

I've never broken someones bones.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I hate the rain.-LOVE IT

I'm paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. -college student, or at least formally, whose dad no longer pays rent -JOYS!!!

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast. - my mom totally hates it!!

I have fresh breath in the morning. -depends on what was last in my mouth when i went to bed, but usually

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas

I have at least one brother and/or one sister.-do step and half count?

I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. ~

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way that I look.- most of the time

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I know how to cornrow.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.-yeah, but nothing that a quick nap and some good music won't fix

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I think Britney Spears is pretty.

Slept with a Suitemate. -*housemate,

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.- or at least aquaintances, sometimes it is uber hard to tell =/

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.-and sooo much more...

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I would rather shop than eat.

I would classify myself as ghetto.

I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.

I'm a pretty good dancer. -meh, good enough to make it look like i know what i am doing, at least at times....

I dont think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. -raped WHO?

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I currently like someone.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.- is there a super bold option??

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.- and it was older ;)

I plan on seeing Ice Cubes newest "Friday" movie.

I am shy around the opposite sex.- more shy around the same sex

I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past.-but within the safe bounds of friendship ;)

I own the South Park movie.

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.

I enjoy some country music. -key word some

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I watch soap operas whenever I can.

I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. ~depending on the situation, will just leave gale's comment

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

I know all the words to Slick Ricks "Childrens Story".

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friends ex.

I like surveys/memes.

I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.-WHERE IS THE SUPER BOLD?!?!?!?!

I am bisexual.

Democrat.

Conservative Republican.

I am punk rockish.

I am preppy.

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now. ~mostly...99% of the time, again like gale's comment

I have more than just my ears pierced.- not yet

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.-i have

I believe in prophetic dreams.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.-just still figuring out what exactly that dream is ;)

I am proficient on a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonalds restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I am going to college out of state.

I am adopted.

I like sausage.

I am a pyro.

I love the Red Sox.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.

I adore bright colors. -REALLY depends on the hue

I love Dear Abby.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I think school is awesome.

I think pigtails serve a purpose.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I don't like multi-textured ice cream.

I think John Cusack is adorable.

I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays

I watch Food Network way too much.

I love coaching youth sports.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.- so i've been told at times

I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant pass-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I would not be friends if they weren't family.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I know who Santos L. Halper is.

I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.

I love wrestling.

I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I know way too much about movies.

I really dislike BDSM.- super UNbold option?

I am tired of being blamed for other peoples' damage.

I am trying to make a conscious effort to be a better person than I used to be.

I'm a strict constructionist.

Survey Funness

2005-08-05T16:43:44Z

Survey Says....

Survey thingy I found some of my friends filling out and it kills time when bored and in front of the computer.

(X) snuck out of the house
(X) gotten lost in your city
(X) saw a shooting star
(X) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
(X) kissed a stranger
(X) hugged a stranger
( ) been arrested
(X) done drugs (don't ask)
(X) had alcohol (Sadly only recently)
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
(X) kicked a guy where it hurts.
(X) been in love
(X) been to a casino
( ) broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
(X) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
( ) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) had an IV
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(X) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped (haven't dated anyone =/ )
(X) been rejected (hurts like HELL)
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(X) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) stole something from your job (Mel trained me too well)
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(X) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane (more times then I can remember- Luci's answer and it shall stay)
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) taken painkillers
(XX) love someone or miss someone right now

It's Monday Already??

2005-07-11T17:06:33Z

Okay... so yeah, life has been rather interesting as of late- and instead of calming down and balancing back out, it seems to just get more and more and more interesting as the minutes go by....

So i had this massive boy crush on this guy i never met....ended up outing him to my friend lindz....and then had to explain how that happened, which in turn explained to boy that i was into him....awkward!!! so we got over that and then decided to give being friends a go....we shall see...and THEN i went to go visit lindz at nugget and guess who was in line!?!?!?! yeah... recently outed boy.....lindz almost had a fucking heart attack!!!! and that was the first time we met in person.....WOW....the universe has an odd way of working things out

And then there's sunny- OH who has a FANTASTIC cock by the way ;) not that i got to use it....rather just see it- and the homeboy has NO FUCKING TAN LINES......soooo jealous of lindz.....but will keep my hands to myself till she is done with him....for the moment he is really good for her, but she is starting to get really attached.....and we are all not that sure that sunny bats for her team 100%

I'm a faggle!!!! yeah... don't even ask.... it is a great word and a great joke...but at the same point is the first time in my entire life that I have ever felt uncomfortable because of my sexuality....it was really odd- and yet it was sunny who mentioned that he didn't like that word first....

I feel like I am caught in a bizarre relationship straight out of the movie A Home at the End of the World.... only it is like a guy and a girl into a guy with a kid rather than two guys into the girl with a kid.....i kind of like it, but have extreme mixed feelings at the same point

My friend is in love with sunny.... but we all don't think he is all that straight- we shall find out wednesday, which was HIS idea by the way. Oh yeah, we are all going to club 21 in sac...a gay club mind you....he is such a faggle and lindz hates it ;)

Jade is sooo fucking adorable, but going to be sooo FUCKED up later in life, i honestly worry about her

Lindz NEEDS to get some good cartoons cause the ones on tv at 1 and 3 am are NOT kid appropriate

Why is it that i feel such a part of that group, yet completely out of place at the same time? Why is it that i want to get in a drinking contest with sunny and see him completely shitfaced? why is it that i am automatically the caretaker and almost father figure to jade when i am around? why is it that i was the only one that woke up to her cries? why is it that i am SOO okay with them fucking in the other room while i sleep on the couch? why have janelle and i been able to talk about it so much? why is it that they didn't call me last night- yet i am not mad at them? why is it that i have so many reasons to abore both of them....yet love them all dearly?

bobthefraggle @ 2005-07-02T19:00:00

2005-07-03T02:51:55Z

Getting ready to clean the garage, and letting dinner settle and hopefully giving Aram enough time for a nap so I could have some help....and my head REALLY hurts... i took two REALLY large ibprophen (bout 1600 mg total) and downed it with a beer....smart huh? I think it may just be the heat, the lack of sleep, all the shit that has happened lately, or maybe just dehydrated- Oh which reminds me I wanted to make Ice Tea. BRB.... well there goes that idea....bleh....oh well.....
Ever get to that point where you think you are stable after something REALLY bad happens...and then some little thing happens or goes wrong and it just happens to rub you the wrong way and then you are on the verge of a break down....bleh well that is where I am right now...over not having water for Iced tea....HOW FUCKING STUPID....it is fucking WATER.....whatev....
So let's recap....my life in the past twenty four hours: oh wait....no lets go back about a week or so.....no lets say mid april....not going to go into detail, but will just list:

Dance show goes very well,
interesting nights during tech week
mom shows up to last dance druck, really rubs me the wrong way, i loose motivation to dance and fuck up a move with laura that i have never fucked up the entire year and fall on my ass....we recover and finish show
corey comes over for after party- FANTASTIC friend...plus a little on the cute side ;)
party goes well-combo after dance party/ my birthday. we all go out to applebee's or ihop before heading to Arkham....Aram tells the waiters its my birthday and i come back from making a phone call to find an ice cream sunday at my seat....which actually made my night because that was the FIRST time my friends have ever done that for me....amazing how such a simple jesture can mean soo much.
Aram asks me if we should go get his tongue ring...which in my head was basically asking if i wanted to kiss tonight (oddly enough my rule for that evening was if he had his tongue ring, then kiss, if not, then not.....don't ask....) so we go get tongue ring....
arrive at arkham
in ten minutes i help move the house around to actually accommodate people and have more party atmosphere
justin (tech guy) is well on his way of being smashed
party is going fairly well... i am a little distracted by something, but not sure what.
people start a kissing contest.... after i got laura to kiss lilly... i am the birthday boy so i think i should have the priviledge of being the judge... get a kiss from toshi.....get distracted and we make out for quite some time....
later by the drinks i steal a kiss from aram....he makes a weird comment, so i think i REALLY fucked up
then things start to get interesting......somebody ends up in our bathroom cutting themselves... and there is pot in our backyard, but done really shadily, personality conflicts and other stuff all culminating in me hiding the remainder of the alchohol and helping the party come to an end
end up in bed with corey... not litterally, but we just shared a bed which was VERY tempting for me, he takes his shirt off to sleep and i run downstairs to say goodnight...acutally to ask aram to come sleep with us in about twenty mintutes to ensure that i don't do anythign to corey....i kiss everyone good night (aram on the forehead) go to go back upstairs and then aram pulls me down and says something along the lines "the birthday boy deserves a good night kiss" and then procceeds to make out with me for a minute, i make sure that i am the first to pull away, look in his eyes, peck him on the forehead and say goodnight
next morning- aram never came upstairs, little peeved at him, have to get up early to do san fran with family- which ends up being REALLY fucking shitty... makes for bad birthday....

next week....
deal with sexual awarness month.... knocks me on my ass and i end up on the verge of suicide
lilly gets kicked out of school and has a really godawfull time

following week....
dad blows up at bank....disowning persues (see previous post)
lilly burns down the house.... or at least trys to and is hence forth grounded from fondue...

week after that
still writting the letter to dad and dealing with the emotions

week after that
try to recover from everything and realize i am basically FUCKED as far as school is concerned

sometime shortly after that
FINALS WHOOOT!!!! I kick myself in the ASSSSSSS.....
develop the begings of a boy crush on this fantastic person that i met through trying to choreograph fooling around in the library....go figure....'

finals end, i think i actually did fairly well and somewhat redeemed myself.....at least i think
i start nonstop work, don't sleep since the beginning of finals, working everyday and trying to have a social life on the side,
go to sac for a grad party, lose my wallet, car breaks down in sac, get it fixed, and get home, car won't start the next day, late to work
go to work
go to work
go to more work
discover that i truly love work
discover that my grades suck ASSSSS
party
go to san fran for pride instead of sleeping
have a LOT of fun and get FUCKING PISSED saturday, run into a gril from my sophomore year of highschool, get touched by a guy once, then he thinks that justin (sarah's lover) is my boyfriend and apologies....grrr sooooo wanted to hook up on saturday,
pride ends at like 12pm and they have street cleaners out there at 12::30, so we go back to car and sleep
breakfast at mel's diner, get to wash hands
still buzzed from saturday night
sunday pride kinda sucks, and we head home...
i wake up from nap REALLY grumpy,
have to go get aram....hvae REALLY mixed feelings about him staying here....and grumpy....not a good combination
get home, go to laura's house for a nap and food
meet missy, cook food, eat, aram leaves for club- don't want to deal with it, missy and i got to laura's for sleep
and here is where it starts to get fun:

Monday
go to work, read on LJ that aram has bad club time, kind of happy about that, but mad at self for being happy
get off at three to try to deposit check, and can't
go over to Alyssa's to hang out
end up helping her pack, and meeting cool roommate
go out to get booze and sugar as treats for packing, run into lilly and missy at store,
end up at arkham drinking......i gett REALLY shitfaced....like saturday pride buz.....end up one article of clothing away from having a threesome....leave and go upstairs....end up saying more to aram than i mean to, barely resist making out with him, let alone fucking him, go take cold shower and then fall asleep

Tuesday
Boss calls me at like 8:50 ( am supposed to be at work at 8)
rush out of house, recount night to missy, coworkers and boss...
CAN'T BELIEVE I TOUCHED PUSSY-EWWWW
go to laura's and sleep, wake up, end up intruding at friend's house,
aram calls and bitches about the garage, REALLY RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY
meet friend to go bike stealing, get him in trouble with his girl friend, then encourage him to fix things with gf rather than bike hunting

Wednesday
go to work (on time)
go home after work and read aram's LJ, get even MORE pissed about the whole him living with us
have to walk for an hour and talk to jess and take a cold shower to cool down
call aram tell him we need to talk, he is not all too happy
we talk, everything gets LOADS better, problem with aram fixed

Thursday
go to work
borrow money from hanna to pay for rent
get phone call that sarah is now in town
go home, pay casey, hang out
find out that i am kicked out of school.....
go encourage people to go clubbing
find a club in sac, agree on goth club
get aram dressed in goth
almost bite through my nuckle trying to contain sexual urges towards aram ( HE LOOKS FUCKING SEXY IN GOTH!!!!!)
find out that club is R&B, not goth.... go out to dinner
get in a bad funk
go home after dinner, which pisses off toshi and i think rubs aram the wrong way

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF:
Friday!!!!!
go to work,
read aram's lj, find out that he wants to stay with us, which makes me really happy and eases a lot of stress
mention to supervisor that i just got kicked out of school......and after much deliberation and closed door meetings i find out that i have until five on friday and then i am basically released because it is a student position
spend the entire day frantically trying to tie up loose ends and passing off my conferences,
end up stressing others out because they now have to take on my work load, loose ALL MY WONDERFUL OVERTIME
go to sushi for lunch....have fun
rush back to work, back to the frantic mess, almost have a mental breakdown, then almost have a panic attack during a meeting, but then i keep my composure,
back to RUSHING to finish everything by five....end up staying after five, almost break down crying
go home, paniced and really unstable, scare almost everyone that i call
sleep..
get woken up and then end up at arkham
several people call back cause they are worried
go out to movie with lilly and actually get snapped out of my paniced, unstableness
have a great night of sleep

today....
really tooo fucking hot in my room, but enjoy just hanging out, have a massive headache which is still here... and after an hour of typing i think i am ready to go clean the garage.... i realize that i am way tooo late to finish watching jamanji.....but oh well....contemplating waking up aram or just starting to clean without him...could really use the help, but don't want to wake him up....

so yeah... that has been my life as of late- fun huh? and now i have to relive all of it in accute detail because i have to write out why i want to appeal getting kicked out of school........oh joy...

The productivity of the last hour.....

2005-06-25T03:59:25Z

Okay, so I was going to clean my room, and then i was going to nap....but instead i have spent the last hour taking quizes, here are some results:

Gay Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Everywhere you go, you know what you're doing and
people can't stop to take notice. You're into
what's groovy and different. You're the Funky
Style type of Gay Guy.

What type of gay guy are You?
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You are Grace!

What character from 'Will & Grace' are you?
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You're a Perfect Kiss. You and your best friend
are a little more than friends now aren't
you...? hehe

What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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You Are The Suave Gay Man

What Type Of Gay Man Are You?
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You're Kylie!

Which Gay Pop Diva Are You? (pictures)
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You dig dudes, which is ok. Your pretty calm about
your sexuality and it sort of bulids into your
self-confidence...YOU GO BOI!!

How gay are you?
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img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/TK/1046639848_zshounenai.jpg" border="0" alt="you are SHOUNEN AI!">
You are Shounen-ai!

What type of gay anime porn are you?
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and, i think that is enough for now..... Yah, can we smell a theme? I'm going to pride this weekend ;)

Japanese Drinks- God, I love them

2005-06-24T23:47:44Z

http://web-japan.org/trends/science/sci030625.html#

I officially have come to the conclusion that Japan is the coolest place on earth as far as processed drinks are concerned!!!! First the one with the marble in the glass bottle, and now this- Japan, you ROCK!!!

Away message

2005-06-15T01:41:59Z

OKay, so more cleaning of my computer- i discovered this cool away message that my friend had up a while ago:

Away Message:

A conversation I had with myself, if this makes sense to any one else... =) *big grin*

Cody to himself - "it has been said that people can be summed up by their actions in the past."

" I disagree with this, I have seen hated people become loved, heroes become villians. No, people are ont what they have done, rather they are what the willl do."

-"Yes, for I am not a great man if I am not to do great things in the future. A true leader of a nation does not recount history, they direct what will happen. Therefor the past doesn't determin the future."

-"Mmnn, the past is a set of ripples always moving away, pointing in every which direction, they do not give away the stone that has been droped to creat them. These ripples come from this stone of th efuture, for it is this future that defines who were are, and therefor the future defines not only the present but the past."

-"I see, I am where I will be and never where I was. Where i was is just the symptoms of what happened in the future."

Random update

2005-06-14T04:08:56Z

K, so just got off the phone with my roommate, and realized that i haven't written in this thing in... well never- i payed for this thing, yes i actually payed for it, and i never have really used it- HA, the story of my life!! Okay, so don't really know what to say, I am not all that sure what i think of the whole livejournal thing... definately don't like the direct mentioning of names, unless it is because they are awesome... i don't know, i want to feel part of the online community, and definately spend enough time online to be hooked into livejournal, but i don't know how much or what i will end up posting in this thing, but i definately want to start actually using this....and yes this is somewhat of a ploy to procrastinate finals, but it is honest at the same time....
Yeah, i really don't know how i feel about these online journals, i definately feel a need for a journal of sorts, cuase my life has been REALLY interesting as of late, but not sure i want it public, but at the same time i want people to know what is going on in my life... oh well, will definately be using the public/private/friends setting LOTS

KK, am off to fake like i am going to study....

I think i just gave myself a tattoo......

2004-10-11T05:30:16Z

Well.... I thought I was done with tattoos.....but maybe not... Some of my friends have dots on their hands or arms where they managed to stab themselves with a pen or pencil somewhere along their academic carreer, usually in grade school. I was fortunate enough to manage life thus far without such mark.....well....until just now. I think i just gave myself a tattoo. I went to go retract a clicky pen by jabbing it into the palm of my left hand....only i full on stabbed myself with the sharp, non-clicky side..... and now i have a nice black dot of ink wedged inbetween the layers of dermis on my palm....a beautiful reminder that i am an idiot.